Sunday, September 7, 2008
TIRED, SAD AND MOODLESS..
This three words are words to describe me now..
Why?
Cause im sad cause of her, tired cause of job and moodless cause of my everyday life..
Paiseh people!! yesterday never blog.. was too tired le.. wanted to blog de.. but.. slept on my lappy instead :) haha.. here how it goes for my saturday and today..
SATURDAY
I went to work as usual.. just that it is in the morning shift.. wa.. very tired lorx.. i slept at 2plus 3 the previous day, which is friday and woke up at 6plus in the morning? haha.. i almost ping pong piang..
Then jiu as usual.. take bus to hougang mrt station to change train to potong paser.. then take bus 133 there lorx.. was very early yesterday.. jiu slowly do my opening la.. clean here and there la.. and start work.. haha.. yesterday i end at 3pm.. cause got mr lee barbeque.. so.. after 3pm, i head down to ang mo kio hub to meet janice, jessica and kah wai. Then we go buy some eat and go mr lee new house, CALROSE!! haha.. very nice.. like hotel.. should go and have a look. haha.. There we have barbeque.. sad thing is night time rain!! zzz... spoil mood.. dai kuan batch went, sheng hui batch went, wei wen batch went and my batch went.. plus mr lee family, and some of the seniors family..
Hmm... was kind of pisse off during the barbeque.. but.. shall not say.. must learn to endure!! lolx.. then after barbeque, i was really pissed off!! someone message me and told me that HE dont want work at cocoa trees liao.. cause its not challenging? i want scold him.. really step on my nerves.. long time never have people step on my nerves.. dont be the first one.. im very very irritated this few days.. he back out the job, whereby i keep asking, pleading the human resourse to fidn space for HIM to work.. and yet he told me dun wan.. idiot.. now have to find a replace.. i yesterday called xing yun, feel so bad.. last minute de.. then she like very troubled liao.. zzz...
SORRY XING YUN!!
That is all for yesterday ba..
TODAY!! SUNDAY!! SEVEN SEPTEMBER!!
Anyway..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SATHES!! :)
My full shift day =.= zzz... so sian.. today.. really very jialat.. went to work at 9plus.. like what i have done yesterday.. clean up and down lorx.. but.. today end 10.30pm la!! sian.. was lonely.. my partner didnt come.. she off day.. then jiu stand there alone.. see the crowd.. hoping for someone i know to appear lorx.. haha.. went to lunch and dinner alone.. hai.. nobody with me.. jiu buy a packet a rice and a bottle of soya bean then went to the back alley and sit there alone and eat.. :( the feeling is terrible.. very terrible.. and i think im going to do that for a month plus :( hai.. sad..
This is a photo of my last time working friends at toy r us at vivocity.. they are the group of promoters who stay together, help out each other, have fun during work.. I MISS THEM SO MUCH!! they are (from the left) jing xiong the sansa shaker :) , sharon the toy r us gal :) , mei yi the magcorp gal :) , min xuan the magcorp gal :) , shahid the xbox guy :) , poh heng the toy r us santa :) , karen the matel gal :) and me!! milfred the magcorp guy :)
This are the people who went through 8hours of work with me last time.. feel so sad that they are not with me now :( we are all separated.. zzz... now im alone, eating alone.. please save me!!
Today is the same.. have lots of weirdo people come and take sweets la.. chocolates la.. fake fake think i not there la.. ceh!! easy mann!! just look at them, their hands will go away le :) haha.. one thing i realised.. once you are father, your self image will change, you will be a more lovely person i should say.. haha.. seeing those father playing with their children when they come over to my side and play the steering wheels, eh.. show you all photo next time.. you can see the fathers playing like they are the ones playing.. haha.. cute cute.. see lots of cute babies, toddlers walking around me today.. nowadays the babies' eyes are super big and round and is very very nice!! envy them :( haha..
Hmm... now i realised why she loves babies so much le.. last time when with her, she used to say about babies, abotu her little brother and all.. i wasnt really understand why she loves babies so much till now.. haha.. but.. guess it all too late le.. too bad..
Saw mr spencer ng!! haha.. he chat with me for quite long, he is waiting for his girlfriend to finish her manicure.. haha.. good boyfriend good boyfriend :) oh.. there was this girl opposite my so call mini shop in carrefour, she is selling handphones de.. haha.. very cute girl :) her voice damn high.. zzz... like JOANNA ONG SHI MIN :) haha.. she speaks like her, when she talks, i can think of her sia.. scary.. ops =x haha.. she is pretty too :) but.. haven really get to know her.. will know her better then show you all ba.. i think she is call cheryl ba.. if im not wrong..
Haha.. she today scare me la.. i was quite surprised.. i was searching my cupboard for topping up of sweets, then i stand up, she kind of boo me.. woo.. i was.. woa.. ok.. haha.. she ask for tissue, i was red? i went oh no oh no.. tissue tissue faster appear.. haha.. just nice.. got a packet from my pocket.. it is that packet of tissue i bought from the old lady in hougang who walks around to sell tissue.. that poor hunched back old lady :( she saved my day!! haha.. will help her buy more :) people.. especially those living in hougang mall area!! please help this old lady if she needs your help :) not because she saved my day, but.. is she is poor thing.. yea..
Anyway.. work till 10.30pm and went home.. and here im blogging le :) haha.. sian life i have.. lucky!! tmr is my OFF DAY!! im going to sleep till i song!! haha.. hmm... just now when i online, dont understand what happen to me.. first blog i go is not my blog.. but.. is her blog and his blog.. to my dont know what.. i was extremely down.. extremely sad.. guess i will cry again.. hai.. told pei yi about that.. she told me not to read their blog again liao.. got what also control.. i guess i cant ba.. cause all along during work i was thinking.. oh.. at this time she got online ma.. what will she blog la.. what is happening la.. wa.. crap la.. im just as useless as a piece of shit.. no no.. shit at least got use.. can act as fertiliser.. me leii.. jialat jialat.. say dont want think of her liao now still think.. hai.. failure me :( Aiya milfred, people maybe found true love liao.. so many things of them matched so well.. why still thinking of her.. you dumb ass.. really feel like slapping myself.. waking up myself la.. im just wasting my time.. but.. all and all.. my heart still beats for her.. i dont understand what is the reason.. i seriously dont :(
But.. all the best to you..
Okay people.. my post very long again.. sorry ar.. okay.. think im going to rest le.. if i continue to blog, i will definitely keep going their blogs and read.. think by then i will tear.. hmm... that's all folks :) have a good rest friends!! goodnight and sweet dreams :) tomorrow school reopen for junior colleage people and primary and secondary people, continue to study hor!!
TO MY JUNIOR COLLEAGE FRINEDS :) ,
YOUR PROMOS ARE GETTING NEARER AND NEARER, MUST JIAYOU HOR!! PLEASE STUDY HARD!! IM SURE YOU CAN!! LIKE WHAT I TOLD JESSICA, I DONT WANT YOU ALL JC PEOPLE TO GRADUATE AS THE SAME YEAR AS POLY PEOPLE, I WANT SEE YOU ALL GRADUATE FIRST!! SO.. ALL THE BEST GUYS AND GALS!! :)
TO MY SECONDARY FOUR NORTH VISTA NPCC NCOs :) ,
NOW YOUR O LEVELS ARE GETTING NEARER AND NEARER, PLEASE STUDY HARD FOR THAT!! DONT GET TOO DISTRACTED BY OTHER STUFFS. LEAVE EVERYTHING ASIDE, WHAT MOST IMPORTANT NOW IS STUDY AND NO REGRETS!! JIAYOU!! AND I PROMISE YOU ALL SOMETHING AFTER YOUR O LEVELS, SO.. IM WORKING HARD NOW TO EARN TO FULFIL THIS PROMISE, SO.. HOPE YOU ALL WONT DISAPPOINT YOURSELF HOR!! THAT IS A SECRET BETWEEN YOU AND ME, DONT SAY AR!! JIAYOU NCOs!! :)
Okay.. here are some boliao photos i have taken during my lunch and when going home.. lonely.. me.. hai..
my lunch, rice, potato, meat and soya bean :(
my favourite at my workplace!!
the ultimate weighting machine!! :)
i want to stop my heart from beating for you..
i cant..
your heart have stop beating for me already..
now..
your heart is beating for other guy..
why am i still beating..
i want my heart to stop..
im tired..
i want stop my heart peacefully..
i want end here..
