Monday, September 8, 2008
HARLOW PEOPLE!!
Today is my first off day!! woohoo~
Slept at home almost the whole day? i woke up at around 12plus, eat le.. sleep again.. then wake up again use laptop for awhile, then you sleep le.. haha.. pro ba.. then woke up again.. i think i slept at 5pm again.. lolx..
That's my life for today :)
Hmm... today is shocking!! i received a phone call.. here it goes..
"Can i speak to milfred?"
"Yes speaking"
"Hi milfred, this calling from NPCC HQ"
(i was stunned, thought i done something wrong)
HQ person, "Milfred, you nominated to be one of cadet inspector instructor for the upcoming CI course.. Are you interested in coming down as one of the instructors?"
Me, "Eh.." (I was more stunned)
Me, "When is the latest date i can confirm with you?"
HQ person, "Latest by this wed"
Milfred, "Okay, no problem. ByeBye."
Woa.. shocking to me la.. eventually ask me go be CII.. hmm... but.. just now i consider some facts.. im confused lorx.. dont know whether to go ma..
Why i dont want to go..
1) Cause definitely must cut my hair again to slope and no sideburn =.=
2)Its is during december, im still schooling, dont want it to affect my studies le
3)Must often do planning, do up uniforms
4)Will have a pre camp for the instructors before the cadets come in as CIT
Why i wan to go..
1)Cause i can gain new experience
2)I get to know more people
3)Can watch out for my secondary fours who are going, though they are going to be CI during this course, but.. ultimately to me, they are like my "children", will still feel worry for them
So.. as you can see.. i have two different me now.. with such less time to decide.. omg.. what am i going to do? help me!! zzz... i still got another thing to decide.. which is whether to attend my brother graduation for his army. omg.. is TOMORROW!! and i have to work tomorrow lorx.. sian.. many things to decide on.. yet with little time.. many things to worry, yet i cant learn to put things down.. what a lousy me :(
So.. what should i do people?
Argh!! i will leave that to aside.. moving on.. i went to meet yu hui and kah wai just now for dinner and to help me with the installation of counter strike source.. we have long john silver at hougang mall.. but.. didnt manage to install cs source.. cos.. KONG KAH WAI DE THUMB DRIVE GOT VIRUS? THINK IS TROGEN!! WHAT THE HELL!! AND HE INSIST THAT ITS YU HUI FAULT!! :) haha..
Here the story, last time kah wai put his thumb drive to yu hui laptop to take songs, but.. when he transfer the song to his computer, he detect trogen wor.. then say is yu hui laptop got problem, yes is true.. cause yu hui's laptop cant detect virus, cause her anti virus is like expire like dont know when liao? =.= okay.. he format his thumb drive, then now insert in my laptop, same thing lorx!! and he keep insist yu hui fault when he FORMAT his thumb drive le!! :) lolx.. then yu hui started explaining about the trogen history :) haha..
We have craps and all during dinner and when we are walking around.. ohh!! yu hui ask me to join a competiton.. is like rowing the boat thing? haha.. its on 11th and 12th October :) and.. im going!! woohoo~ along with me, yu hui and kah wai is many other people from NVSS!! my batch de of course.. haha..
After their promos, i will going out with the three of them to shop.. we all have many things in mind to buy sia.. haha.. looking forward to the day we go out again, crap again and buy our stuffs!! i need treat them dinner too :) haha.. so.. for now.. while they are busying studying for promos, i will be busying earning money :)
YU HUI, JANICE AND KAH WAI..
JIAYOU AR!!
Haha.. after my dinner and some walk abouts, we went home and im back here blogging.. i shall try refraining myself from looking at their blogs.. know is hard.. but.. must try milfred!! okay.. another day past, hope all my friends are still alright with their life, and meet up again people!! :)
im troubled everyday..
mostly by three person..
two of which is the both of them..
the last one is stupid..
i dont understand why im troubled by stupid..
maybe its cause i havent clear my feelings..
maybe im thinking much..
maybe is her reactions towards me..
maybe is her decision..
or maybe is just simply..
i still have feelings for her..
troubled and confused..
