Tuesday, September 2, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRIEND!!
Hmm... today is your birthday and i ought to say a wish to you..
TODAY is a tiring day i guess.. early morning i woke up, brush teeth la, eat breakfast la, bath la then get change la and set off to Greendale Secondary School AGAIN to help them in their promotion test. Im feeling tired when i woke up, dont have the energy to walk and all.. but.. as i have made a promise le, then i must not break this promise, die die also must drag there.
Hmm... so.. i met mdm cynthia on bus 3, then we walked in together, discussing what should we do for the lance corporal test and talking about their teachers in the school, like that AH GONG, MR ASSHOLE TAN!! such an unfriendly guy, such a go by the book guy. He is just an old man without flexibility!! Is okay, shall not boil myself talking about that man..
Went in the school, get changed and continue on with their promotion test.. I change their full uniform, hmm... can say is quite good for secondary one standard ba.. thenn after that they are split to two groups, one go for pratical test first, another go for theory test. Then of course they swap la.. then take take take, by around 12plus everything end, all the cadets went home and me, ain and mdn cynthia get change le then jiu also went off le. LUCKY i never the visitor pass today!! cause when i going back that time, that old man is standing at the guard post there.. see him jiu start to boil liao, he still give me those irritating look, like he very big like that.. OM nia.. ceh!! one step and you are gone liao.. you are nothing man!! haha..
After that i called up tai yu to meet up with him again.. this time round we met up to hunt for jobs!! haha.. i met him at 3.15pm like that at hougang mrt station. then we head down to plaza singapura to hunt for jobs. First we went KFC and have late lunch, then me and tai yu started walking around the shopping centre for jobs!! at the same time we are waiting for his friend too :) hunt lai hunt qu, manage to see a few shops which is hiring part time workers.. so.. here it goes.. we went in shop by shop.. but.. hai.. here how it went..
1) first shop is NET, the one selling clothes at level two, i went in and ask.. the people them say.. 你会说华文吗？你有十八岁吗？ (meaning you know how speak mandarin? are you eighteen years old now?) i straight away =.= sian diao lorx.. zzz... jiu went off..
2) seond shop is the precious thouts at level three, the people in charge says that if want work there, you must work from NOW TO DECEMDER!! and is not stay by that shop in plaza sing, but.. have to move around when other outlets need help!! im like.. mouth open big big for her.. zzz... never agree then went off..
3) third shop we went to poh kim cd and the cd shop next to it. For Poh Kim CD, they only hire full time workers, for the cd shop next to it, they hire part time.. guess what.. their part time worker de working time is from 10am to 11pm.. 13 hours!! im like again.. jaw open big big, and thinking.. you call this part time meh? you ang moh fail? zzz... sian diao jiu went out..
These were the three shops we roughly see le then went in and find out. After that we decided to go park mall and search for jobs available. Saw WINSTON when we were outside plaza sing. He is doing some sort of survey there, with just a piece of folder paper and a pen, you call that survey? hmm... and guess what!! WINSTON CUT HIS HAIR!! and.. IT LOOKS LIKE THOSE 猫王IN THE LATE DONT KNOW WHAT YEARS!! haha.. super funny la his hair :) got chance to meet him, should see.. haha..
After that went park mall, realise its a furniture mall? then jiu head down city hall le. When we reach there, we went to HMV first to look for job, they say they dont have job available, but..the outlet in orchard have space. so.. okay lorx.. we later then go there. After that we went raffles place to look for more jobs.. we tried topman, we tried the cocoa trees.
Actually the cocoa trees are hiring part timers, i called down and they say vivo city outlet and suntec outlet needs people, but.. she also say one sentence which we students will always hear.. "i will call you again" zzz... the minute i hear this.. my face turn =.= confirm wont call back de lorx.. maybe im looking on the dark side.. maybe they do call again ba.. just hope miracles do happen lorx.. then we went levi to search also.. but.. dont have.. then we went espirit, they say what orchard there is a new espirit outlet, go there try.. most probably will hire. WOA!! we see the light now!! then jiu okay lorx.. let's head down to orchard.
SO.. we went to orchard, its raining.. sian la.. shoe all wet.. first we go to wisma first.. cause nearest to mrt.. there we went in to find the new espirit shop, this the light that we saw at raffles place's espirit.. but.. when we ask the workers at the new shop, they say.. "oh!! we dont hire people. Maybe you can try coming down tomorrow at 1pm to 6pm at centrepoint to have a walk-in-interview!" from there.. our light has gone.. zzz... okay nevermind.. we proceed on to ngee ann city and we went to kinokuniya to look for job. THE BOOK STALL IS FANTASTIC LA!! so big.. first time being there.. haha.. being sua ku i know.. then the people there say dont have walk in interview.. but apply form forms online.. haha.. light has come back again!! hope can work ba.. trying out later :) trying out topman website too :)
After that we went to HMV, orchard branch de. They say need go their main office, just nice the office closes liao.. zzz... sian sian sian... hai.. what a day wasted la!! so tiring.. yet found nothing.. zzz... after that we went home and here im blogging le.. tomorrow we shall try again ba.. going to hunt for jobs again.. desperate for jobs!! haha.. today is tiring lorx.. hope tomorrow will be better ba..
Change my blog song again.. this song is shi jia sent me de. She say the lyrics very meaningful.. So.. sent me.. and i listen.. and yes is very meaningful.. and this suits what i will want to do now.. hai.. its a long story ba.. this is my feeling all the while..
Today is her birthday, and yes as a friend i think there is a need to give her a wish de. SO.. i message her yesterday midnight lorx.. tell her happy birthday,wish her.. As you know she has being ignoring me, and she say before when birthday that time if so many people wish you, then if you reply all the message, of course message will bao la.. okay.. i remember this point she say.. she is still online yesterday night when i message her, so.. i decided to wish her again in msn.. so.. i do.. i wish her happy birthday in msn.. i mean if people wishes you, of course you will say thanks right? msn you type how many times of thanks also wouldnt cause you a single cent ma.. but.. she never.. for anyone.. if you really hate that person, when he or she wishes you, sincerely give you their wish, will you say thanks? i bet most of you will ba.. i really dunno what to do.. i dont understand why is she doing this to me.. i really dont.. i really wish to know the reason.. i really want to.. To you:
if you are reading this by any chance, i really just want to tell you.. from the bottom of my heart, im sincerely just wanting to be your friend, i really want to know the reason why are you treating me this way.. please.. are you going to hate me for life? i dont want it to be this way.. i really dont want it to turnout like this.. i sincerely apologise if i really done anything wrong..
SORRY..
please forgive me.. i talk to tai yu again today again about this.. he told me not to buy present for her le.. since she treat you this way.. she want hard to you.. then why are you so good to her? buy her present for what.. hai..
and yes.. tai yu has a point..
i have bought her something.. guess i will just have to throw it away myself rather than she throw it in front of me when i give her.. at least the pain is not that much compare to seeing the present landed in the dustbin when it reaches her hands..
This song suits my situation now.. i really feel like crying when she went offline yesterday after i wish her, i really feel troubled everyday thinking for her present, whether to give anot, i really feel like crying all along.. i tried to hold back my tears.. i cant hold back any further.. crying for you the last time.. and i shall end my feelings for you.. To you:
i admit i still love you as much all along after we broke up.. watching out for you each time.. recalling every piece of moments with you when i by pass a certain place we use to go.. guess this is what you want.. guess i shall not hold back anything in me anymore..
for the last time, i shall cry for you..
for the last time, i shall remember you..
for the last time, i shall say..
i love you..presenting the song.. one last cry.. listen to the lyrics ba..
thank you very much..
i truly enjoyed the times with you..
this is the last time..
i shall remember you always..
i shall remember the date 25/2/2007..
i will never forget this couple who used to be together..
i will always remember us..
tomato and zhudan..
byebye..
